Well today is Friday and now I have exactly four days until I leave. Kind of nuts and frustrating because my girl and I bickering about stupid shit, just because we are both sad about me leaving. I do have mixed feeling about going, the one thing here is Jen, I want her to go with me sooo fuckin bad to leave these fuckin god damn idiots that we call service members at work. I feel bad that she has to stay here and put up with their shit when it isn’t even worth it. Plus RC’s girl has to deal with the same bullshit and I truly feel for you because the place where I worked was fuckin hell and I will NEVER go back. RC and his girl are coming over tonight to hang out, hopefully they won’t stay five minutes but it will be fun. Hung out with my boy rob and his wife last night and it was fun as shit. Got to laugh a lot and just fuckin chill. Yes RC I know you don’t like him and shit but that is between you two. Let go of the past a move on, he thinks you are a cool guy, but guess what?? I STILL LOVE YOU! And that is all that matters. If you scroll down to the bottom of the page I put a couple site worth checking out down there. Especially my fiancé’s new webpage (please mind the mess we are constructing it everyday and will have a finished product soon). Her name is dancefanatic, we she does dance fanatically on my cock but that is a different story. After reading mine, RC’s, Rustedtree’s and Milfie’s webblogs she felt she needed to make one. Check out the site: www.dancefanatic.blogspot.com and welcome her to the blogging world. I am sure there will be plenty of interesting blogs coming from her. I am quite pissed that RC and Milfie will only be own for a few in June. I want them to come down and also, myself and RC to go back to Vegas like we did last year and audio blog the whole thing again. I soo want to do it but, I just do see that happening. But oh well, I will fuck his brains out when he comes down in June and get my fill. Like I said in the beginning, four days and that it. I am slowly getting ready for this big rip, looking forward to the change in pace, going to miss my girl, so I will leave you all with her favorite song:

Seemed to stop my breath

My head on your chest

Waiting to cave in

From the bottom of my...Hear your voice again

Could we dim the sun

And wonder where we've been

Maybe you and me

So kiss me like you did

My heart stopped beating

Such a softer sin(I'm melting, I'm melting)In your eyes

I lost my place

Could stay a while

And I'm melting

In your eyes

Like my first time

That I caught fire Just stay with me

Lay with me

Now

Never caught my breath

Every second I'm without you I'm a mess

Ever know each other

Trust these words are stoneswhy cuts aren't healing

Learning how to loveI'm melting (I'm melting)

In your eyes

I lost my place

Could stay a while

And I'm meltingIn your eyes

Like my first time

That I caught fire

Just stay with me

Lay with me(Stay with me lay with me now)

You could stay and watch me fall

And of course I'll ask for help

Just stay with me now

Take my hand

We could take our heads offstay in bed just make love that's all

Just stay with me nowI'm melting (I'm melting)

In your eyes

I lost my place

Could stay a whileand I'm melting

In your eyes

Like my first time

That I caught fire

Just stay with me

Lay with me

In your eyes

I lost my place

Could stay a whileand I'm melting

In your eyes

Like my first time

That I caught fire

Just stay with me lay with me (Stay with me, lay with me)

In your eyes

Let's sleep till the sun burns out

I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)

Let's sleep till the sun burns out

I'm melting in your eyes. - The Used