What Do You Think?

Well, well, well. It is 11:00p.m and I am sitting in my apartment chilling out, watching TV. I have said goodbye to another brother of mine Mike Kelley. I am kind of angry because I lost two really close friends in the past month, Mike Kelley and Chad Goff. But I know we all have to grow up and be someone and move on with our lives. Us three have been through a lot of shit together and I will truly miss them. I am definitely going to see Chad hopefully this winter and I will see mike next summer if not sooner. And I will not leave out Randy, my boy, my friend, my brother. It is going to be kind of tuff for a while cause those were the people I partied with and that I talked to and shard my most inner thoughts and feelings with. And Randy don’t feel bad you aren’t taking anyone’s space or filling a void, when we went out to Vegas I thought I was going to get annoyed of you quick, and I thought I was going to hate you cause we would be hanging out 24/7 together but it turned out awesome and we bonded a fuckin lot. And Randy you are like my brother and I trust you like my brother. I am also sitting here missing my girlfriend, who is working on many things right now. She has a lot going on in her life and I know she needs her space and I know she needs help it is just I hope to be able to do both and take are of numero uno, Me. I have lost track of myself this past week just helping her and giving her one hundred percent, but I have regained concentration and learned what I really want and need. So I have started to apply for courses for this semester, and come to find out that supposedly that I did not take a final for history 101 back in 2001. Kind of crazy but I remember writing a term paper for that and I remember getting my grade via email from my teacher and it was an A. But we will see I have a final to take tomorrow that I stuidied for two hours today because it will be fine, but we will see. I have been on soco 100 proof for about 3 hours now and we will se what happens. No one to really go and party with no one to hag with but myself, and yes I can pretty destructive on my self when I am a lone drinking. But I have come to a turning point in my life and it goes like this, Whatever. I care about the people around me and myself, but whatever happens, happens. I found out also yesterday that someone, a terrorist has been using my credit card to fly across the world on my expense, and he leaves on 27 December 2005 from Dulles airport in Washington D.C, on either flight 8331, or 8631. His ticket number is: 00621633685050. Oh and his name is Mohamed Sacko. Fuckin sandnigger. I hope the Gov’t sees this and maybe opens their fuckin eye to this bullshit, and stop and think after they are done filling their pockets with the money from the poor so they can add an extension onto their house by the Potomac river and say hey I need to actually work and stop this fuckin poison from infecting America. But I know will happen and you ready for the answer… NOTHING. Fuckin nothing like always, cause the Bushes and Bin Ladens are getting rich off of the oil, and gas prices so who cares. For life!! Anyways that is about it for now, I need to go to the airport on the 27th of December and wait for this fuck to get near the plane and behead him right in front of everyone and watch is black sandnigger oil blood bleed on the carpet. Oh by the way we are all racially profiled everyday and America has started a war that will never end until one race is wiped from the earth. BYE EVERYONE!!!!!

What a Night

After last night and after all my fans, (the two that I have) kept asking me to blog again, and to all the people that told me to stop blogging, IIII AMMM BBAACCCKKK!!!!!! Ok so, myself, Randy, and my friends, Mr. M and Mr. N went out last night. It is coming close to the time that Mr. M is leaving here and going over to Fort Lewis/ Kuwait. And by the way, I now have a girlfriend, Thank you very much. She is a wonderful, beautiful, intelligent, and caring woman. I couldn’t ask for anyone else. She was done all the stupid bullshity relationships and she knows what she wants. But anyways, so we all go out last night to bennigans and we start to drink there. Mr. M had 3 doubles, Mr. N had 2 long island ice teas and a shot of Yeager, and a guinness. I had two double captain and cokes, and my girl had one beer and water. So we sat around and eat and told stories and then we decided to go to the green turtle. When we arrived the placed was pretty packed but we were able to get a table and continue drinking. Around ten I had to step out for a few, and I came back an hour later, and all the guys were yelling at me for taking so long. All I have to say to that is I am gentleman and I was saying goodnight to my girlfriend. So I came back to the bar and we kept drinking Yeager bombs and shots of soco. Mike was bet fifty dollars to go kiss a girl on the cheek and he was successful and she said that she was happy to do it because it was her "patriotic duty". So he hung out at the bar until closing and by that times, Randy was close to piss drunk, Mr. M was drunk, and Mr. N was pretty drunk. I was kind of drunk but I started to pound water for the last hour to make sure I was good to drive. Well I decided I wanted to go eat so I could feel better because I was hungry, so we drove to IHOP and on the way there Randy vomited down the side of my car, which the vomit is still there to this very minute. I need to wash it off. And while he was throwing up a cop pulled up behind us and turned on his patrol light and flashed it on Randy. I was like here we go we are getting pulled over because of him. But luckily the cop then drove past asked if he was alright I said yes and he said take care of him and drove off. Then we finally made it to IHOP where we all started to get into a yelling match about something that I really don’t remember. Well it was about me, and my demons getting a hold of me yet again and I said I didn’t care about anyone and that, why am I here and that pissed everyone off. The angry/depressed drunk was....me. So a couple of things were discussed that I will not share for the reason that my friends tell me things that I keep secret. I hate when other fuckers get into someone else’s personal shit because they have nothing better to do and they can’t keep their mouths shut. But then me and Mr. M went inside and ordered food, and I asked where Randy was and they said outside. I went outside to my car and Randy wasn’t in there, and there was another silver car parked in the parking lot and I went over to the car and Randy was passed out in the back of someone else’s car. I opened the door and told him to get out of it because that wasn’t my car. Well the whole time an undercover cop is sitting there watching me and I am like great here we go again, I am going to jail tonight, and I cant wait. So I got Randy out of the wrong car and into the right car where he puked yet again and I got him water. I then went inside and ate and fought some more with my good friend MR.N and I am hoping me and him are still cool, cause we bitched about a bunch of stupid shit. And well by then it was 3:30 am and I took Mr. M and Randy home and tucked Randy into my couch and set an alarm for him. I then took Mr. N home and on the way, yes you guessed right another cop pulled me over. This time he said I had a tail light out. SO finally I got Mr. N home and went back to my girlfriends house and it was 4:30a.m and I went to bed. I missed my girlfriend, and I hope she isn’t mad. She probably isn’t but I wanted to kiss her before she went to work. Well this is the start, and there is more to come. The weekend is here.