My Fuckin Frustration with all of this

In the past month I have been told I have a REALLY BAD attitude and I am an asshole. Just is probably why I have no friends down here. Well this could be a long ass entry but I will see what I can do. First off, I like San Antonio and I like where I am at, I just hate the people, well certain people I work with. I CAN NOT AND AM FUCKIN SICK of dealing with female soldier problems day in and day out with how much they whine and bitch about how hard it is here and how bad of a place this is. Trust me, it is such a cake walk here, they are just too damn young to realize it. Second, I am around A LOT of tangos, more then I have ever been around in my career and I am starting to see what pieces of shit are actually in this MOS. I see the fuckin fat asses they complain about PT yet they are struggling to make tape, I am watching the people whine about how they don’t know shit about this MOS because they have been away fro soo long or not in the clinic. BOO fuckin hoo. Though I haven’t been over there, I have seen the TDA realm and trust me, if you don’t apply yourself or you seriously don’t care, you won’t learn shit, don’t come to BNCOC and try to learn it all in one day. Especially if you are going from BNCOC to a training environment that like WLC or shit like that where you REALLY aren’t going to use the MOS skill. Why get rapped up in information that by the time you get back into the field, it will all have changed to something completely fuckin different. When I hear and see this, I ask the question, WHY THE FUCK AM I NOT PROMOTED??? I have talked to people more and more and I am looking around at this and I see that I will not get promoted for at least a good year or two. Face it yall and you know who you are try your hardest but you won’t get promoted anytime soon.

Ok another thing is the BNCOC thing in whole. I have sat through A LOT of classes and one of the big ones was the PT class. HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO GET A FAT SS MOTHERUFCKER TO STAND UP AND TELL ME ABOUT PT? To be physically and mentally tough? What the fuck about you buddy, look in the mirror before you give that damn speech. The other thing is the way the army is going as of right now. All we are doing is training bullet catchers. When I cam through I learned respect and the Army values and to stand at parade rest for and NCO, now we have to be nice to the soldier sand we cant upset them or they will cry and get their way. Now soldier can just sand around and talk to you. Dot get me wrong I don’t let the fuckers do that to me, but that is one of the attributes that makes me a BIG asshole here. But is starts in AIT and the instructors let them, the instructors have fought it but the higher ups say they have to let the soldiers do what they do. So where does that leave us as NCO’s? You give me this general military authority and power and then turn around and in the beginning show the soldiers to do whatever around an NCO. When I was in basic and AIT, HA BULLSHIT, NOTHING LIKE THAT EVER AND I MEAN EVER TOOK PLACE. So then I get these soldiers that were never taught discipline and do this shit to me and it fuckin pisses me off. But when I put them in check, they run to daddy (Sergeant Major) and then I have to stop and be all nice and shit, FUCK THAT.

I do blame a lot of this on the NCO crop because we are the biggest organization in the Army but the most fucked up on. I think in order to fix most of these problems if we police up ourselves and square ourselves away then we would be able to fix the Army.

Ok I will stop here I will post more tomorrow. Peace.